Test and trial

Hi there!

It's raining outside now and I kinda love the weather and enjoying it sambil minum #tehkurus :p

It reminds me of the first time I created this blog, it was during a rainy day back in December, 2010. Quite nostalgic right? hehehe

I guess it is not too late to wish all readers (if got any! lol) Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Mulia, Ampun Maaf Dipinta, Mensuci Hening Desaa? Ha kauu! I also included raya song Kerana Dirimu Begitu Berharga tau cewahhh

Alhamdulillah, Raya is really meaningful this year. It's bringing a lot of fun and laugh and angpow of course, and I also gained extra weight (hm not really want to mention this actually) and I was really excited because I still had the chance to visit and get to know my relatives which I rarely known, mixing and blending with orang sekampong whilst enjoying a lot of juadah raya (awwhh masih terbayang-bayang!). I kenot ah like thisss!

Belanja selfie cikeddd :p

However, one week after raya, I was actually having a fever :(. I could not eat anything during that seven days because I had lost my appetite to eat. Everything felt bitter because of the sore throat. Plus, this package also came along with headache, risen body temperature,weak body which has made me sleeping all day.

Well that was the first time I ever had a fever for seven days long. SubhanAllah that was really painful. I asked Allah to give me strength to face this test and Alhamdulillah, I managed to recover without have to trouble anyone (I hope so) and, thank God I am in the middle of semester break so it is not really hard since I can stay at home for the time being.

I was still able to take care of myself (when my parents weren't there because they have to work) and cooked dinner for my parent and enjoyed the food together with them on the fifth day of my sickness :').

Idk about you, but the feeling of watching my parent enjoying the dishes that I cook is the best feeling ever. Even though they did not ask me to cook for them but I still want to do it, sedap or not I don't know and don't care pun, the most important is clean and safe right? hehehe.

And I just don't know why I wanted to do it while they can just buy food from any restaurant. Thanks to Allah because even when I was sick, I can still got up and cooked for my parent and it wasn't hard at all. Even though this is not a really big thing for you, but it is for me. Maybe because I was rarely at home I guess (sebak sebentar ya).

It's not my intention to make this a sad story though. I just wanted to tell you that every test that Allah gives us is for our best. Allah, the all merciful and most merciful does not give a person a load too heavy for him to carry. So don't forget to pray and ask from him a strength. He knows the best. This is so much reflecting the ayat in Qur'an where; Allah does not impose on any self any more than it can bear. For it is what it has earned; against it, what it has brought upon itself. (Surat al-Baqara, 286)

Ma shaa 'Allah, He is the greatest after all.

Keep praying and have faith in Him :)

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